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Sun Jan 4, 2009, 7:50 PM
Mood: Longing
Listening to: Tiny Dancer - Elton John
Reading: Bridget Jone's Diary
Watching: Nothing
Playing: Nothing
Eating: I was eating german chocolate cake!
Drinking: Chai Tea
1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!) 2. answer all truthfully 3. take it in public! 4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [ ] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [x] I have a tattoo. [ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] I have/I've had braces. [ ] I wear glasses [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [x] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [x] I've run away from home. [x] I've been kicked out of the house. [x] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work [x] I'm in school [x] I have a job [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [ ] I almost always do my homework. [x] I've missed a week or more of school. [ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years [ ] I failed more than 1 class last year [ ] I've stolen something from my job [ ] I've been fired
Embarrassment [ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (but I dreamed that i did once) [ ] Disney movies still make me cry. [ ] I've peed from laughing. [x] I've snorted while laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [ ] I've glued my hand to something. (who is that stupid?) [x] I've had my pants rip in public. (oh god that's embarrassing lol)
Health [x] I was born with a disease/impairment [x] I've gotten stitches/staples. [x] I've broken a bone [ ] I've had my tonsils removed. [x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend. [ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [x] I had a serious surgery. [ ] I've had chicken pox. [ ] I've had measles
Traveling [x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [x] I've been on a plane. [ ] I've been to Canada. [ ] I've been to Mexico. [ ] I've been to Niagara Falls. [ ] I've been to Japan. [ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [ ] I've been to Europe. [ ] I've been to Africa.
Experiences [ ] I've gotten lost in my city. [x] I've seen a shooting star. [x] I've wished on a shooting star [ ] I've seen a meteor shower. [x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (not even when I should have) [ ] I've been to a casino. [ ] I've been skydiving. [x] I've gone skinny dipping. [x] I've played spin the bottle. [ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [x] I've crashed a car. [x] I've been skiing. [x] I've been in a play. [x] I've met someone in person from myspace. [x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [ ] I've seen the Northern lights. [x] I've sat on a roof top at night. [ ] I've played chicken. [x] I've played a prank on someone. [x] I've ridden in a taxi. [x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [x] I've eaten sushi. [ ] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships [x] I'm single [ ] I'm in a relationship [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [ ] I've gone on a blind date. [ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [ ] I've gotten divorced. [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality [x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [x] I've had a crush on a teacher. [x] I am a cuddler. [x] I've been kissed in the rain. [x] I've hugged a stranger. [ ] I have kissed a stranger
Honesty/Crime [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [x] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world. (well, a lot of the world) [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test. [x] I've run a red light. [ ] I've been suspended from school. [x] I've witnessed a crime. [ ] I've been in a fist fight. [ ] I've been arrested.
Drugs/Alcohol [x] I've consumed alcohol [ ] I regularly drink. [ ] I've passed out from drinking. [ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [x] I've smoked weed [ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. [ ] I've eaten shrooms. [ ] I've popped E. [ ] I've inhaled Nitrous. [ ] I've done hard drugs. [x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [ ] I take anti-depressants. [ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic. [ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [x] I've hurt myself on purpose. [x] I've woken up crying.
Death and Suicide [x] I'm afraid of dying. [ ] I hate funerals. (Never been to one.) [ ] I've seen someone dying. [x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [ ] I've planned my own suicide. [ ] I've attempted suicide. [ ] I've written an eulogy for myself.
Materialism [ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. [x] I own something from Hot Topic. [x] I own something from Pac Sun. [ ] I collect comic books. [x] I own something from The Gap. [ ] I own something I got on e-bay. [ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
Random [x] I can sing well. (I think so and Greg says so too) [ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [x] I open up to others easily. (About most things) [ ] I watch the news. [ ] I don't kill bugs. [x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [x] I curse regularly. (I'm like a sailor!) [x] I sing in the shower. [x] I am a morning person. (if I got enough sleep) [x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [ ] I'm a snob about grammar. [ ] I am a sports fanatic. [x] I twirl my hair. [ ] I have " "s in my screen name. [x] I love being neat. [ ] I love Spam [ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day [x] I bake well. [ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. [x] I've worn pajamas to school. [x] I like Martha Stewart. [ ] I know how to shoot a gun [x] I am in love with love. [ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.(Only in jest.) [x] I laugh at my own jokes. [x] I eat fast food weekly. [x] I believe in ghosts. [ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [ ] I love white chocolate [x] I bite my nails. [x] I play video games. [x] I'm good at remembering faces. [x] I'm good at remembering names. [x] I'm good at remembering dates. [x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (Well, I have some idea, but still undecided)
I found this in a comment on one of today's DDs on losing teeth:
"Of all the dreams I get requests to interpret, tooth loss dreams are in the top ten. Actually, they are not so much requests for interpretation as pleas for reassurance. There is something very disturbing about these dreams--not only in the content but in the emotion that comes along with them. And it is in the emotional content of the dream that we find the biggest clue to its interpretation. Below are some ideas designed for helping you discover what those emotions may be and what those lost teeth might symbolize.
Loss of Control, Powerlessness and Vulnerability
The next time you dream about losing teeth, before trying to figure out what it means, ask yourself how the dream made you feel. Oftentimes, it is not the dream of the teeth falling out that creates the disturbance to the psyche but the feelings that accompany the dream. There is often a feeling of helplessness, of powerlessness--the teeth are coming out and there is nothing the dreamer can do to stop the process. Sometimes teeth fall out, sometimes they are simply missing, sometimes they crumble away. Whichever way they make their exit, the dreamer is left with not only a gap in her smile, but a hole in her heart when she awakens.
Fear of Change, Future Anxiety, Transition
If feelings of loss of control, helplessness or powerlessness accompany your tooth loss dream, the dream is typically acting as a mirror of a situation in waking life. Dreams of tooth loss coupled with anxiety reflect a fear of change, fear of transition. Ask yourself if there is some transition that you are fearful of making.
Fear of Failure, Embarrassment
Sometimes tooth loss dreams point to a fear of failure or embarrassment. In waking life, when people lose teeth, they often cover their mouths when talking or smiling. Is there something you want to do but are afraid of undertaking because you fear you'll look foolish if you fail? Or is there something going on in your waking life that you feel you must hide or 'cover up'?
Financial Insecurity, Malnutrition
Losing teeth in dreams can also point to insecurity about finances. In physical waking life, teeth are what we use to take in sustenance, to keep our bodies fit and nourished, and they are often lost when malnutrition is present. In order to take in nourishment we must be able to 'support' ourselves. Are you worried that you will lose the ability to take care of yourself or are you already not taking care of your needs? Nourishing ourselves comes in many forms, not just our bodily needs--we must nourish our minds, spirits, and hearts as well as our bodies. Is there any aspect of your life that feels like an empty hole?
Fear of Abandonment
Tooth loss dreams may also symbolize a fear of abandonment, of being left behind with no recourse. Look at your relationships and see if any of them are leaving you with feelings of insecurity.
Loose Lips Sink Ships
Another interesting way of translating tooth loss dreams may be a fear of giving away too much information, a spilling of secrets, or a fear of being lied to.
While most of these translations sound pretty grim, keep in mind that these are all symbols of how you are feeling. They are not prophecies of doom, or omens that all of the fears you're carrying around are on the verge of coming to pass. These dreams, like all others, are report cards from the psyche, clues to how our consciousness and unconsciousness is handling the events of our waking life. Understanding their nightly messages helps us more successfully navigate our daily activities--even the ones that scare us or fill us with feelings of dread."
Thought you might found it interesting.
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I have a long standing appointment with my bed every afternoon.
Wow yeah way insightful. So what do you think your's are? I think mine is a combo of loss of control, powerlessness, fear of change, financial insecurity, and possibly fear of abandonment.
"Of all the dreams I get requests to interpret, tooth loss dreams are in the top ten. Actually, they are not so much requests for interpretation as pleas for reassurance. There is something very disturbing about these dreams--not only in the content but in the emotion that comes along with them. And it is in the emotional content of the dream that we find the biggest clue to its interpretation. Below are some ideas designed for helping you discover what those emotions may be and what those lost teeth might symbolize.
Loss of Control, Powerlessness and Vulnerability
The next time you dream about losing teeth, before trying to figure out what it means, ask yourself how the dream made you feel. Oftentimes, it is not the dream of the teeth falling out that creates the disturbance to the psyche but the feelings that accompany the dream. There is often a feeling of helplessness, of powerlessness--the teeth are coming out and there is nothing the dreamer can do to stop the process. Sometimes teeth fall out, sometimes they are simply missing, sometimes they crumble away. Whichever way they make their exit, the dreamer is left with not only a gap in her smile, but a hole in her heart when she awakens.
Fear of Change, Future Anxiety, Transition
If feelings of loss of control, helplessness or powerlessness accompany your tooth loss dream, the dream is typically acting as a mirror of a situation in waking life. Dreams of tooth loss coupled with anxiety reflect a fear of change, fear of transition. Ask yourself if there is some transition that you are fearful of making.
Fear of Failure, Embarrassment
Sometimes tooth loss dreams point to a fear of failure or embarrassment. In waking life, when people lose teeth, they often cover their mouths when talking or smiling. Is there something you want to do but are afraid of undertaking because you fear you'll look foolish if you fail? Or is there something going on in your waking life that you feel you must hide or 'cover up'?
Financial Insecurity, Malnutrition
Losing teeth in dreams can also point to insecurity about finances. In physical waking life, teeth are what we use to take in sustenance, to keep our bodies fit and nourished, and they are often lost when malnutrition is present. In order to take in nourishment we must be able to 'support' ourselves. Are you worried that you will lose the ability to take care of yourself or are you already not taking care of your needs? Nourishing ourselves comes in many forms, not just our bodily needs--we must nourish our minds, spirits, and hearts as well as our bodies. Is there any aspect of your life that feels like an empty hole?
Fear of Abandonment
Tooth loss dreams may also symbolize a fear of abandonment, of being left behind with no recourse. Look at your relationships and see if any of them are leaving you with feelings of insecurity.
Loose Lips Sink Ships
Another interesting way of translating tooth loss dreams may be a fear of giving away too much information, a spilling of secrets, or a fear of being lied to.
While most of these translations sound pretty grim, keep in mind that these are all symbols of how you are feeling. They are not prophecies of doom, or omens that all of the fears you're carrying around are on the verge of coming to pass. These dreams, like all others, are report cards from the psyche, clues to how our consciousness and unconsciousness is handling the events of our waking life. Understanding their nightly messages helps us more successfully navigate our daily activities--even the ones that scare us or fill us with feelings of dread."
Thought you might found it interesting.
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I have a long standing appointment with my bed every afternoon.
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~*~Heather~*~
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I have a long standing appointment with my bed every afternoon.
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like those soft little secrets that you tell, that you tell to yourself when you think no one's listening too well.
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~*~Heather~*~
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like those soft little secrets that you tell, that you tell to yourself when you think no one's listening too well.
What's your Twitter? I searched for you with NO LUCK. D:
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This wasn't just terrible, this was fancy terrible. This was terrible with raisins in it.
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~*~Heather~*~
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This wasn't just terrible, this was fancy terrible. This was terrible with raisins in it.
JUST SAYING.
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ENGLISH motherfucker-- dost thou speaketh it?
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